orientation talks (as usual) was rather boringg. i spent like over 80% of the time doodling/staring into space/chatting/zoning off. and the remaining 20% listening to things that is apparently already online (according to minzhi). but neverthless, i think they were rather enriching. in another sense i guess. the people that turned up (about 30 to 60 are going to be my class mates out of the 1600, given how 冷门 my prefered course of modules are) are really different to what i was so used to back in NY and HC. its big time for me to get my lazy ass out of my comfort zone and go meet more people. NOT/

i mean, i know myself all to well. if i try to cut myself some slack and go hang out with people and have fun, i'm definitely going to do badly. not so much as flunking out of uni but i might not make the courses and progs that i want.

坚持自己的信念；谈何容易
遵守自己的承诺；并非易事
维护自己的梦想；全心全意
建设自己的未来；万无一失

在心里幻想了上千次的未来，和现实生活中的明天真是差太远了。真恨不得快开始上课，好让我转移注意力、耗费掉空出来的精神。这样就再也不会胡思乱想了。

闭上眼就仿佛回到昨天
手微微出汗的错觉
一瞬间我看穿你的笑脸
藏不住的爱期待冒险
纸飞机投进心里面
只担心你没有发现
指头绕头发一圈一圈
写着我的思念
现在你是否和我一样
懒懒对天空胡思乱想
穿上云朵系上阳光
爱让我们飞翔
我猜现在你一定也想
轻轻画我在你的心上
在你心里真重要
分分秒秒不顾一切去想

高木雄也的青春，小旬栗的稳重
哇噻，是不是电视剧看太多了？！